| Pigs |
[Jul. 14th, 2006|03:04 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | Home | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  pissed off | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Arch Enemy - End of the Line | ] |
What the fuck does long hair, black leather and a drum strapped to my back make me a criminal. Today I just convienently fit the description of somebody with a weapon causing shit. I was allmost flattered that the pigs thought I was badass enough for two squadcars. They pulled up right by me in front of the fucking hospital and immediately asked me for my id and to show them what was in the bag. I pulled out my djembe and politely informed them that the only weapon I was packing was music and that all I was doing was going over to a friends place to jam. Then they ask me to empty my pockets slowly hands on their glocks. And just as I get started. One officer calls them from the car and tells them I am the wrong guy. "Thank you for your cooperation" Well fuck you. All I do is mind my own fucking buisness. I work I pay taxes which goes towards those four fucking retarded pigheaded assholes salaries. I don't steal, I dpn't go starting shit. I have no criminal record. I mean what the fuck, badge and gun get their heads? I know theres little I can do about it aside from complain. But sometimes complaining helps. |
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| Primal |
[May. 19th, 2006|11:06 pm] |
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| | determined | ] |
| [ | music |
| | In my head and in my heart | ] |
Primal...
I harken back to my roots
I hear the call the sound of drums
Like the ancients before me
I beat the evil away
I beat the pain away
I beat down the bad thoughts which cause me pain
I beat away the turmoil
The turmoil I feel inside
My dreams crushed
All My dreams torn asunder
Beaten away by the sound of drums
Pride may be wounded
But I harken the call
And now my pride
Goeth before a fall...
Primal... The sound of drums... |
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| I hear the sound of drums... |
[May. 17th, 2006|07:18 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | Home | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  worried | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Dark Tranquility - Lady in Black | ] |
Well where to start.
Yesterday was good. I woke up early as usual and went down to Nutters on the way I bumped into Neil from work. He was good enough to give me a ride. I picked up some organic columbian coffee and a tasty sandwich for lunch plus stocked up on mennonite sausage, trail mix and chocolate almonds. Later in the afternoon I went drum shopping over at classic trading. They didn't have what I wanted in stock, but i browsed through their catologue and picked out a 12" Djembe conga drum. I put a deposit on it and in three weeks I will have my very own conga. Sweetness...
I gave my room a much needed cleanning in the evening yay. About damn time. Later I talked to Marlise on msn she wasn't feeling too well.
Today was back to work same boring routine... ugh. About the only fun I had was working with Neil in Sporting goods. We put away four skids of freight in under three hours that the night crew were too damn lazy to touch. Casino is still hiring, I think I will apply there. Today was so damn hot. Outside me and Chris helped load up a swing set. I saw Mr. Meckling was delivering it for the customer so I chatted with him a bit. On the way out I bumped into Marlise's friend Kim. Sadly she was the bearer of bad news. Marlise is in the hospital, something may be wrong with her kidneys. Poor girl, I am really worried about her. I will have to visit her as soon as she gets out. Hope she feels better soon.
Anyway I am out. |
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| I am Jack's boredom |
[May. 16th, 2006|01:45 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | The Basement | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  I am Jack's lack of sleep | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Watching Fight Club | ] |
Well today was allright.
I habitually rised early, groan... I went down to Timmys for my coffee fix and cruised around the dirt mall bored as fuck. I bumped into Mike over at the Nursery. Its gotta suck working outside in the heat all day. Poor bastard was drenched, we talked for a bit. But I had tp let him get back to work. I walked down to Nutters and picked up some Highland Grog. Damn thats beyond good coffee.
I had a fun afternoon jamming with Kris. We improvised some death metal and did a few covers. It was tons of fun even though it so friggin hot my clothes were sticking to me. going postal on the grog didn't help either. Too bad he worked this evening so I had to run. But we talked about writing some material and recording it on a four track he's getting. So once I got home I started jotting shit down my throat was killing me from growling and I was feeling lethargic from the heat so I had a nap. Fuck from this point on the day was uneventful. Ken's cousin Kerry is over. I want to take a bath and I am fucking tired. So I am more or less sitting here wating for the bastard to go home. grrr. |
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| New people |
[May. 14th, 2006|12:16 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | The home front | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Arrowhead - Breakaway | ] |
Today was awesome. I went to work yesterday tired as hell. Ugh that was the down note cause by luchtime things started getting intresting. I went to Timmy's for lunch and some girl was looking at me and smiling. I got my lunch and sat down to eat and she just csually sat down and joined me. We started talking and she was going on about music and philosophy. She invited me to come to some seminar on the Bahai faith in her dads studio. So having no plans I obliged. I am always up for learning about different religions. Anyway after work I grabbed a quick bite and went down to the Don Ross Centre.
The presentation was intresting and Natanya is definately a nice girl as is her dad. He teaches guitar. We talked for a bit after the presentation and I was invited to come back for Friday night jam sessions. I met a musician by the name of Tom and another dude forget his name but. I pretty much hung with them for the rest of the evening. We went outside and jammed out on the drums out on the grass. I love a good jam. After that we went in for some coffee and brownies and just hung out. Tom played some guitar and we jammed out to various songs I knew. Me providing vocals. I also met a bunch of new people and finally got to meet Jarvis in person. Me, Jarvis and Tom went downstairs to check out the Chapel Gallery. Too bad it was locked up but The Don Ross is a fun place to walk around in the dark. Afterwards it was nearing 11 so Keith closed up the studio. We played a bit of frisbee out in the parking lot. fun stuff... Anyhow Tom gave me a ride home and I am welcome to come back anytime. So if I am done with Arrowhead's promo shoot early on Friday I am forsurely going down for a jam session.
I had some real fun tonight. It beat the living shit out of the usual drunken weekends. |
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| Back to the hallowed halls |
[May. 13th, 2006|01:01 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | By your Bedside | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | good | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Vehemance - She Never Noticed Me | ] |
Well another update is in order. I spent thursday over at Marlise's place. It was allright I met her folks, nice people. Her dad teaches guitar which is pretty sweet. We watched a Fleetwood Mac video. Its good aside from the fact that her parents hung with us most of the evening. But I'll say one thing Lindsay Buckingham can play a mean guitar and Mick Fleetwood is a intresting drummer to watch.
Afterwards we watched some Nightwish and her parents finally went to bed. We talked abit allthough I did most of the talking. But it does seem she likes me. Judging by the closeness. She is just the quiet type. She was kind enough to give me a lift home, I hope to see her again soon.
Today was good. I went to my sisters Grad Grand March and spent the whole time visiting with dad. We sat in the Student commons and took photos there as the in the gym we were instructed to stay seated. And I will be damned if I am forced to take crappy pictures. But hey dad liked it in the Commons better too. It was fun I got some good pics of Carolyn and my friends. I also ran into My old english and psych teacher Miss Holmes and my old chem teacher Mr Zakresky.
After the festivities me and dad took off to have dinner over at Smittys. Again it was good to see him. He bought a new house in Scott. He told me to come down and pick out a room. He is going to cut me a key so I will have a second home if I need it. He also aquired a '85 Hyundai hatchback for me on the cheap. So I now got a car. I just got to pick it up and get licensed. So I am stoked I will have wheels and a place to stow my shit. Things are looking up.
PS: My appologies for not going to the Toga party. As you can see I was busy tonight. |
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| Been awhile |
[May. 10th, 2006|12:25 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | indescribable | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Rush - The Spirit of Radio | ] |
I need to write in this damn thing more. I think that is why I started it. A way to vent my frustrations, let people know how I am doing and write down my crappy prose and rantings. Anyhow I am still alive how well is a matter of persective. Last week I had the pleasure of collaborating with Betty Maliase and The Mushroom Souper. I make a guest apperance on three tracks of the forthcoming new album House of the Flies. Check it out or else Uncle Ponto will get you. By the way in case you didn't know Ponto is a thirty foot tall demon who lives in Betty's attic. So you best not fuck with him ok...
So on other fronts other reasons for lack of updates the waether is much better. Winter is over and I once again have a social life. So I've been spending more time with friends as result. I have also made some new ones which is allways good. I met a wonderful girl on myspace and she actually lives in my town. I am kinda intrested in her well make that more than kinda. Trouble is I suck at expressing that shit. But we've been talking on a regular basis on msn and have had coffee once. We may do something later this week. Hopefully it will come easier as the awkwardness wears off. I not 100% on this since I plan on skipping town in a few months but I am lonely and why should I let this stop me from dating. Assuming she is even intrested in me.
I've been hanging with famira more as well. I understand for the time be we will be no more than friends and this is how it more than likely will be. All for the best though too many problems prevented us for having what we should have had but best not to dwell. Maybe we will meet again or not best not to dwell. Besides she makes for a damn good friend. Even if I can never beat her at pool.
Anyhow on the work front all is well. I now work 9am to 530pm. Its awesome normal hours trouble is I am nocturnal so I am adjusting. But sleep has been a bitch lately. I can't wait to get back to college enough of this walmart shit. I got all my paperwork filed, so now I am waiting to see if I can get in. I hope so cause if not I have no clue what to do for a living. All I know is come hell or highwater I will leave North Battleford for good and asap.
Anyhow enough updating for today. May the gods smite all you motherfuckas. snootchie Boochies |
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| Death Metal |
[Apr. 13th, 2006|12:36 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  apathetic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Apocalyptica - Death Zone | ] |
The old generations have long passed into the annals of time. Hippie is dead, the original hippies have become yuppies. The underground movment in rock and roll has evolved it began in the seventies with Black Sabbath Led Zeppelin, Deep Purple and Hendrix. However since then it has gotten more complex a sinister shadow of its old self. The power of the instruments has magnified into something harder and faster. We now scream in anger and rage for a world gone to hell. Instead of saving the world the hippies left us a bleak shithole. We watch as democracy crumbles and the world decends into chaos. They cannot understand our screams but when they read what we have written, they realize it is not some song of worship for an ancient devil, but our tears for the world gone mad. It is a reflection of the world they created. The world they have left us now at the brink of the end. The world they destroyed. Our bleak, barren, war torn planet earth...
Yes we scream cause we know the end will come soon... Forged in metal... Consumed by fire... |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 30th, 2006|11:50 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | home | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sick | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Claire Voyant - Majesty (Assemblage 23 remix) | ] |
Time started: 11:50pm
01. What is your name? Imre
002. Spell your name backwards. ermi
003. Date of birth: 03/18/82
004. Male or female? male
005. Astrological sign: pisces
006. Nicknames: Insane Em M-dogg
007. Occupation? Wage Slave
008. Height: 6'1"
009. Weight 140
010. Hair color: black with a touch of red
011. Eye color: green
012. Where were you born? Saskatoon, SK, Canada
013. Where do you reside now? North Battleford, SK, Canada. Hell...
014. Age: 24
015. Screen names: thegypsy420, killtheidealist, excusetheblood, Imre
016. E-mail addy: thegypsy420@hotmail.com
017. What does your screen name stand for? Nomadic stoner, Anti hippie, suicide note, my true name
018. What is your xanga name? who and a waht now
019. What does your blog name stand for? Its My nickname
020. Pets: none :(
021. Number of candles you blew out on your birthday cake last. I forget
022. Piercings? 2 nipples, two ears.
023. Tattoo's? Eye of Sauron on right shoulder
024. Shoe size: 10
025. Righty or lefty? Righty
026. Wearing: Tshirt and sweats.
027. Hearing: Apocalyptica
028. Feeling: tired as fuck
029. Eating/drinking: Egg sandwiches and tea.
~Guys/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff~
061. Have you ever been in love? I think so its a messed up feeling
062. How many people have you told "I love you" Only few I hold dear. There are some I should tell.
063. How many people have you been in love with? Only a few.
064. How many people have you kissed? lets see here Five girls, I am too shy.
065. Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex? Nope
066. How many people have wanted to date you? Not sure
067. What do you look for in a girl? Someone who can understand Me, and accept me for who I am.
068. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Eyes, facial features, body mods, hair, style and grace. Especially their attitude.
069. What type of girl do you usually go for? I am shy usually they come to Me, cause when I go to them I have a habit of fucking things up. sigh...
070. Do you have a gf/bf? No, sigh...
071. If so where did you meet them? ...
072. What do you like most about your gf/bf? .....
078. Do you believe in fate? No fate but what you make
079. Do you believe in soul mates? Perhaps...
080. If so do you believe you'll ever find yours? Perhaps...
~Family Stuff~
104. How many siblings do you have? one
105. What are your parents names? Imre/Brenda
106. What are your siblings names? Carolyn
107. How many siblings does your mother have? 3
108. How many siblings does your father have? 4
109. Where are your parents from? Oakville/North Battleford
110. Is your family close? We suffer from bad communication
111. Does your family get together for holidays? My moms side but they are cliquey.
112. Do you have a drunk uncle? I have two of them
113. Any medical problems run through your family? Diabetes, heart problems, and insanity. Especially insanity.
114. Does someone in your family wear a toupee? No
115. Do you have any nieces or nephews? No
116. Are your parents divorced? Yes
117. Do you have step parents? My grandparents raised Me when My mom was ill.
118. Has your family ever disowned another member of your family? I don't know.
119. If so for what? ....
120. Did some of your family come to America from another country? Nogypappa came from Hungary back in 1950.
~Music Stuff~
121. What song do you swear was written about you or your life? Im not sure i could label so many here
122. What's the most embarrasing cd you own? Eurythmics greatest hits.
123. What's the best cd you own? They all rule. Lets talk vinyl it sounds better.
124. What song do you absolutely hate? LOVE by Ashlee Simpson. It came on the radio at work and I tossed a couple boxes at the damn thing. Garbage like that should not even be called music.
125. Do you sing in the shower? Yes
126. What song reminds you of that special someone? None
~Favorites~
152. Color: black
154. Song: Currently Heroes to Us by Kalmah
155. Show: Futurama when I bother to watch tv.
156. School subject: History, art, and bio
157. Band/singer: Iron Maiden/Bruce Dickenson
158. Animal: Cats
159. Outfit: Hard to say I have quite the wardrobe.
160. Radio station: coast to coast am with art bell /george noory
161. Movie: Full Metal Jacket
162. Pair of shoes: My steelies
163. Cartoon: Kevin Spencer and Sons of Butcher
164. Actor: Edward Norton
165. Actress: Angelina Jolie
166. Potato chip: Jalapeno and Cheddar
167. Drink: coffee
168. Alcholic drink: Gin and juice
170. Perfume/cologne: Blue Stratos or Chanel 5
171. Pizza topping: steak and cheese
172. Jello flavor: raspberry
173. Lunch meat: Hungarian Salami
174. Board game: Risk
175. Video game: Final Fantasy VII
176. Website: :.. www.gofuckyourself.com
177. Book: Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
178. Computer game: Doom
179. Number: Lucky 13
180. Cereal: Corn Flakes
181. Comedian: Rick Mercer and Jon Stewart
182. Dessert: If it has chocolate its good.
183. Disney character: Fuck Disney
184. Clothing store: ebay.ca
185. Pasttime: Listening to music
186. Teacher: Ms. Maloney my old Ethics teacher.
187. Childhood toy: Lego
188. Carnival game/ride: Rip off/Whatever dont make me hurl
189. Candy bar: Mr Big
190. Magazine: revolver, metal maniacs, Guitar World and National Geographic
191. Salad dressing: ceaser
192. Thing to do on the weekend: Drink /party/coffee
193. Hot drink: hot cocoa /coffee/tea
194. Season: Summer.
195. Sport to watch: Hockey/skiing/snowboarding/football
196. Person to talk to online: She knows
~Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits~
197. What color are your sheets? black yay lol. Shit mine too
198. What color are your bedroom walls? white but posters took over long ago
199. Do you have posters on your wall? I cant see my wall
200. If so of what? Lots of bands. It would take me an hour to list them all and thats just the bedroom.
201. Do you have a tv in your bedroom? nope
202. How many pillows are on your bed? two
203. What do you normally sleep in? shorts n shirt or nude lol
204. Describe your favorite pair of pajamas. I hate pajamas
205. What size bed do you have? double
206. Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed? no
207. Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom? no just a phone
208. Do you listen to music while trying to fall asleep? sometimes.. I prefer silence but will play music if the roomate is too noisy.
209. Describe the last nightmare you had: I can't remember in detail.
210. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? no
211. How many people can comfortably sleep in your bed? two
212. Do you sleep in any unusual positions? not really
213. Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling? Nope
215. How about drool? sadly yes
216. Do you have an alarm clock in your room? Yep
217. What color is the carpet in your room? beige
218. What's under your bed? A twelve gauge, AK47, two mp5s, a .357 magnum and a katana.
~This or that~
219. Coke/Pepsi: I don't drink pop
220. Doughnuts/bagels: Bagels. poppy seed
221. Day/night: Night
222. Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west: West is best
225. Coffee/tea: Coffee
226. Hamburgers/hotdogs: Hamburgers
227. Rap/rock: 'Rock'
228. Britney/Christina: DEAD DEAD DEAD PLEASE FUCKING DIE AND MAKE ROOM FOR TALENTED MUSICIANS!
229. Swiss cheese/american cheese: Swiss
230. Real World/Road Rules: huh fuck mtv
231. BSB/Nsync: DIE BOY BANDS!
232. Silver/gold: Silver
233. Nike/Adidas: Slave made shoes I think not.
234. McDonalds/Taco Bell: Fast Food makes me sick
235. Sweet/sour: both
236. Punk/emo: Punk
237. Hot/cold: Hot.
238. Winter/summer: SUMMER
239. Spring/fall: SPRING. Means Summer is coming.:D:D
240. Operas/plays: Plays
241. Read/watch tv: Read
242. Cd's/tapes: VINYL!
243. Dvd's/vhs: both
244. Old/new: Both
245. Shorts/skirts: Skirts, yo.
246. Pink/red: red
247. Colored pictures/black and white photos: Black and white has a nice quality
248. Meat/vegetables: Um. Both.
249. Mexican food/chinese food: Chinese food no give me diareaha
250. Commercials/infomercials: Fuck Television
251. Scary movies/comedies: Scary movies..Comedies are good too.. But id rather watch something scary..
252. Bikinis/one piece bathing suits: MMMM drools
253. Sandals/tennis shoes: sandals
254. Dogs/cats: Cats.
255. Unicorns/fairies: Unicorns
256. Water/land: Uhm. Land..
257. Sugar/spice: Spice
258. Black/white: Black
259. Ribbons/bows: Ribbons.
260. Chicken/beef: Beef
261. Colored christmas lights/regular white christmas lights: colored
262. Cars/trucks: Cars
263. Austin Powers/James Bond: Bond
264. Popcorn/pretzels: popcorn
265. Hip/hop: FUCK OFF!
266. Passionate kiss/peck: Passionate.
267. WWE wrestling/real wrestling: real
268. Back rub/foot massage: Backrub
269. Picture frames/photo albums: Album
270. Pens/pencils: Pens
~What Is Your Opinion Of The Following~
271. Eminem: fuck is his career done ..lets drink to that ...
272. Virgins: Deflower, deflower, deflower
273. God: Odin?
274. The Osbournes: Ozzy good. Fuck Sharon and the kids.
275. Reality TV: FUCK TV!
276. J.Lo: Talentless whore with a nice big butt
277. Religion: Believe what you want just don't expect me to believe as you do.
279. Valentine's Day: Its just a stupid day. Dont freak out about it.
280. Christina Aguilera's comeback: what size will they be this time double D
281. Homosexual: Perfectly natural, why all the fuss? They are people too.
282. Abortion: pro no fucking clue. Let the woman decide for herself.
284. Murder: Some people.. deserve to be killed. :S Haha
285. Death: No stopping it so why worry.
286. Obesity: Don't obsses about it.
287. Pre-marital sex: If there is some commitment involved, marriage is just a ceremony. Above all trust is important.
288. Terrorism: Depends on how you define it. Innocent blood shed is still innocent blood.
289. Pornography: hehehe
290. Fortune tellers: some are true and others lie
291. Threesomes: kinda fucked.
292. Prostitution: Worlds oldest proffession.
293. Politics: Convoluted.
294. Country music: Drinking music.
295. George W. Bush: FUCK GWB!
296. Cloning: Bad idea
297. Britney's boobs: Fake boobs suck.
298. Gas prices in America: that what u get u fucking pigs for messing with terrorists lol
~Name Game~
What Do You Think Of When You Hear These Common Names?
299. Jack: A workaholic i know.
300.jill: Went up the hill.
~Have You Ever....~
331. Mooned anyone? yes
333. Been to a foreign country? Yes
334. Broken a bone? Nope
335. Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling? no
336. Swear at a teacher? Yep
337. Talked to an xanga member via e-mails or instant messages? who si this xanga person u speak of
338. Got in a fight? yes
339. Dated a teacher? I wish
340. Laughed so hard you peed your pants? No
341. Thought about killing your enemy? once getting even is even better
342. Gone skinny dipping? yes
343. Met another myspace member in the flesh? yeah my friends on there lol
344. Told a little white lie? Everybody lies
346. Used a foreign object to masturbate? Yep
347. Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid? A number of times
348. Been on tv? Once or twice.
349. Been on the radio? I got interviewed while lining up for Star Wars. Yes I am geek
350. Been in a mosh pit? Lots
351. Been to a concert? Too many
352. Dated one of your best friends? No
353. Loved someone so much it makes you cry? Yes
355. Broken the law? Never been caught
356. Been to a rodeo? yes
357. Been on a talk show? No
358. Been on a game show? No.
359. Been on an airplane? yes
360. Got to ride on a firetruck? no
361. Came close to dying? A few times
362. Cheated on a bf/gf? no
364. Terrorized a babysitter? hehhe yeah
365. Made a mud pie? Yes.. :D
366. Had a dream that your falling off a cliff? Yes
367. Snuck out of the house at night? Yep
368. Been so drunk you don't remember your name? Nope
369. Had an eating disorder? Nope
370. Felt like you didn't belong? story of my teenage life lol ...teen agnst gets the best of us
371. Felt like the 3rd wheel? Yes
372. Smoked? sadly yes i am addicted
373. Done drugs? Pot, shrooms, speed, and meth.
374. Stolen money from a poor person begging on street? Nope
375. Had your tonsils removed? No
376. Gone to camp? Bible camp bo yeah
377. Won a bet? yes ....
378. Written a love letter? no
380. Written a love poem? no
381. Kissed in the rain? Yes.
382. Slow danced with someone you love? yes
383. Participated in cyber sex? yep
384. Faked an orgasm? nope
386. Asked a friend for relationship advice? Duh
387. Had a friend steal your gf/bf? No
388. Watched the sunset/rise with someone you care about? yeah
389. Gotten a speeding ticket? nope
390. Done jail time? no
391. Had to wear a uniform to work? yes the dreded Walmart vest
392. Won a trophy? no
393. Thrown up in public? yes
394. Bowled a perfect game? no not yet
395. Failed/got held back? school no, college yes
396. Got perfect attendance in grade school? nope
397. Roasted pumpkin seeds? yes
398. Taken ballet lessons? No
~Childhood Stuff~
401. Did you play with Barbies? With my sister yes
402. Did you own Treasure Trolls? No
403. Did you watch Beverly Hills 90210? Nope
404. Did you play Simon Says? Yes
405. Did you watch Fraggle Rock? Yes
406. Did you wet the bed? A few times but not habitual
407. Did you believe there were monsters in your closet or under your bed? yes
408. Did you wear the underwear th the days of the week on them? HAHAH. no
409. Were you shy? yes
410. Were you spoiled? yes fully
412. Did you go to the circus? yep.
413. Did you go to the zoo? yeah.
414. Were you in a car accident? nope
415. Did you build snowmen? yep.
416. Did you cry when you scraped your knee? yes
417. Were your older cousins mean to you? No
418. Did you think slinkies were cool? No
419. Did you think the Ninja Turtles really lived in the sewer? lol i accually did
420. Were you afraid of the dark? yes
421. Did you have slumber parties? yeah
422. Did you have New Kids On The Block stuff: NO!
423. Did you tease your hair out like Tiffany? Uh No
424. Did you believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa Claus/and the Tooth Fairy? of course
~Randomness~
425. Do you believe in aliens? LOL YES I DO
426. Name 3 things that are next to your computer: cdrs, pen, bowl
427. Do you have any hidden talents? Yes
428. Do you wish MTV would play music videos? No, it should just stop existing
429. If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be? Ahh I would love to be in a horror movie.
430. What would your movie star name be?
432. What's the scariest movie you've ever seen?
They scared me as a kid but now I just laugh.
433. What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently? Nothing really... Hollywood's running out of ideas
434. What is the dumbest movie you've ever seen? Plan 9 From Outer Space
435. Do you drive? no
436.What is your dream car? A Lotus Esprit V8 SE... drools...
437. Do you think you're good looking? I know I am but have trouble believing it.
438. Do others think you are good looking? Yes... Liars...
439. Would you ever sky dive? Yes
440. Do you believe in Bigfoot? yes
441. How many rooms do you have in your house? 5
442. Are you afraid of roller coasters? I feel sick...
443. Do you believe in God? Not the christian one
444. Do you believe in Satan? No
445. Do you believe there is a heaven? perhaps...
446. Do you believe there is a hell? perhaps...
447. Do you own a pooltable? No
448. Do you have a pool? No
449. Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen? Yeah Me...
450. Do you like chocolate? mmmmmmm
451. Who/what is on your 2006 calendar? a picture
452. How many U.S. states have you been to? North Dakota
453. Ever wished on a shooting star? yep.
454. Best Halloween costume you ever wore? I had a kickass robot costume My dad made me when I was five.
455. you carry any weapons on you? Just knifey
456. What is your weakness? wine women and song
457. Name something you can't get enough of: coffee
458. Describe yourself in 3 words: Who Am I?
459. How many kids do you want to have? 2
460. Future daughters names: ?
461. Future sons names: Imre, Sandor
462. What is your ideal way to die? In Fire...
463. How do you release stress? Music
465. Are you an artistic person? fuck yeah
466. Are you a realistic person? um yeah
467. Do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off? No.
468. Are you a strong person? Strong yes but I am a pacifist
469. Are you a strong willed person? no
470. Who is the last person to e-mail you? Brandie yet another forward
471. Who is the last person to IM you? Alicia
472. Do you hate chain e-mails? no just long story boring ones
473. Are you a deep sleeper? yes sometimes
474. Are you a good story teller? The gift of gab
475. What do you believe is your best quality? My charisma
476. What is your greatest accomplishment? Surviving
477. Do you like to burn candles or incense? both
478. Do you do yoga? No
479. Do you have your own credit card? Nope.
480. Let's say you win the lotto? I never work again
481. Do you have a check book? Nope.
482. Do you like your driver's license picture? I look like a fucking Drug dealer
483. Do you tan easily? no
484. What color is your hair naturally? light brwon kinda reddish
485. How many fillings do you have? none
486. How many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit? None.
487. Worst feeling in the world? losing love
488. Best feeling in the world? being loved
489. Is the glass half empty or half full? I hate these stupid questions.
490. Last thing you downloaded? Grendel soilbleed ep
491. Do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life? Yep
492. What do you think people think of you? They probally hate me.
493. Are you a likeable person? I.. can be.
495. Do you take medication for a chemical imbalance? no but I probally should
496. What's the best way to be proposed to? ..
497. What kind of movie would you star in? A fantasy epic
498. If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge, would they call it Fed UP? sure.
499. When are you moving? spring or summer...
500. What time did you get up this morning? 10ish
Time finished: 1:12 am |
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[Mar. 9th, 2006|01:53 am] |
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| [ | music |
| | Dream Theater - Too Far | ] |
Going back to work on four hours sleep was no fun. The only good thing was My back stopped hurting. My neck is still sore from headbanging though. Today was fairly uneventful. Work dragged on, mainly due to sleep deprivation. As soon as I got home and ate it was straight to bed. I napped a couple hours and woke up around eleven pm. But considering how good that concert was it was well worth it.
I've been digging through the pictures. I am not pleased. The lighting was crap, plus My batteries kept dying, grrr. Hopefully I can clean them up some. But considering the conditions. Fucking security, the bastards were blocking My view. At least we made them earn their pay. I loved how Dez taunted the bastards and we were kind enough to respond by throwing shit at them. Some poor dude got bloodied bad by the pigs though. But he was picking fights, so serves him right. The emo kids got it too, plus the vets tore the hell out of the juniors. I stayed out of the circus. Aside from a brief circle pit. Too rough for a guy who's working the next day.
Well tonight I am recovering. Maybe I will be up for something tommarow. |
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| What a show. |
[Mar. 8th, 2006|03:55 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The concert in My head | ] |
Well after a morning of fretting over a ride Jason came through. Thank goodness. Around three oclock we started on our way to Saskatoon, stopping for food and gas before hitting the road. Despite warnings against travel the highways were not bad. Greg and Jamie being the hardcore potheads thay are did at least three lung hits a piece. Me and Jay indulged in one each as well.
Once we got to Saskatoon it was total humor. Jamie was right ripped and more abnoxious than usual. While we cruised Twebty Second Street, Jamie was stickicking his head out the window shouting at people and giving them dirty looks. It was hilarious. We cruised around and wasted gas for a bit, then decided to park at The Odeon about an hour before opening. My legs being sore from a cramped car, I decided to hop out and walk. I ended up at the front of the line with two other dudes. So we talked as more people showed. The front of the line was packed with hardcores. One was kind enough to loan Me a cell phone so i was finally able to get a hold of Dani. we agreed to meet out front at eight.
I hung around the bar and talked with some friends from town. Ryan and Wally were cool as always. Then I proceeded to drink beer like no tommarow. then headed outside where I met up with Jon and Dani. After a quick smoke i headed to front speaker to catch Dark Tranquillity. They were awsome, My only bitch they didn't play two of my favorite songs, bastards... Oh well seeing them was enough of a privillege.
I went out for a smoke with Dani, then grabbed a shot of tequilla before Devildriver. What can I say despite the lack of soloing they impressed Me. The drumming was beyond wicked. Dez, you are forgiven for Coal Chamber. After the set another smoke, then I started hitting the Gin. MMMM Bombay good stuff. I was good and buzzd and ready for the band I came to see. Opeth. It was awsome. They opened with Ghost of Perdition then blew Me away with White Cluster. Bastards played a long ass set. But boy did they ever play. After they closed with demon of the Fall it was time to go home I siad My goodbyes and joined up with the boys. We grabbed some quick munch then were off.
Scariest drive of My life. About halfway to Borden we hit a blizzard. By the time we hit the bridge visibillity was near zero. sOMEHOW Jay managed to keep the car on the road. It looked like we were scred when as luck would have it a convoy of semi's used they're emergancy lights to guide us we followed behind them all the way to Maymont before things finally cleared up. My hat goes off to truck drivers. I am grateful otherwiseI might be dead in a ditch on highway sixteen. After a very long drive at slow speed we made it home. What a wicked fun night.
But fuck I need some sleep... |
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[Mar. 7th, 2006|01:57 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | optimistic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Deadboy and the Elephant Men - Blood Music | ] |
Well I think its time for an update. What can I say it has been another uneventful week of work. I have been tried and grouchy, and not in a writing mood but I think I am better now.
Today I met with a career counselor and we dicussed the future. Karen was real nice. She offered any help I may need with chossing schools, and even gave Me a lead on a new job. apparently the Casino is looking for servers, and the wages are better than Wal-Mart plus tips. so I may look into that. I just have to finish one piece of paperwork and send money to finish My application to Mount Royal. I should be done by tommarow afternoon. Yay. I hope I can get in there so I can get out of here.
After My meeting at the college I spent the rest of the afternoon hanging with Lee. Just the usual hanging out and listening to some fine headbanging tunes. I invited him to come to Opeth but sadly he is in one of his anti social moods. Bummer, I like going to concerts with him. Lee was the guy who got Me to don the vest. What can I say hes a good friend shame he can't come though what am I going to do with the extra ticket?
I am vey excited for tommarow I get to see Opeth. I just hope Jamie can get a hold of Jason. Otherwise I may have to take the bus. Too bad I can't go full throttle in the pit since I work the next day. I hope Jamie is feeling up to snuff tommarow. He has been spending the past couple months pining over some girl. It seems to have drastically affected him to the point of deppression. I really feel for the guy. Know where your coming from. Then again I think we've all been there.
Well anyways things seem to be looking up. Heres to tommaorow. |
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[Feb. 27th, 2006|12:04 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | depressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Testament - Return to Serenity | ] |
Well winter seems to have down. Within the grasp of its ice cold, I ponder where My life is going. I have so much I want to accomplish and yet so little energy. It seems the cold has gripped me into the throes of deppresion. I am getting fed up with everthing. I am tired of wasting away in a shithole redneck dump of a town. I am tired of relying on My friends and family to survive. I am tired of the shit job, the lack of decent companionship. I need to resolve Myself the courage simply to survive.
I am far from happy with life. I am tired of falling in the trap of working a job I hate to buy shit I don't need. I want to leave this place. It is very lonely here. I here My roomate across the hall laughing at someone's misery flying high on weed. How is that possible, to take joy in ones suffering while stoned. I never got that from weed. Instead I felt deppresion creep up on Me like a wall of sorrow. I wish I could afford a place of My own. His stoned joy only compounds My own sorrow.
Yes I am fed up with My lot in life. I don't think I will ever be content. So why is it stay alive? I don't know it seems I was ment to suffer. I need to get out of this trap. Will a change of location help? God I feel miserable, if only I had someone to hold. I mean I know people care about Me but still, I need more. I want to get some satisfaction out of life. However I am still unsure of how to accomplish this.
Shall I countinue to wallow in My own self pity? I fight back the tears from My eyes as I feel My insides bleed. Cause pain is all I can see. |
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| Drunken, stoned jam session. |
[Feb. 25th, 2006|05:54 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | good | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Amon Amarth - The Beheading of a King | ] |
Well Friday night was the most fun I've had since the last weekend I was in Stoon. It started off as a relativly boring day at work. Around quarter to six Miles showed up and he wanted Me and Billy to go with him to The Queens for some Kareoke. After a quick supper when I got home Miles and Billy showed up at My door, and we headed out into the night. I downed a few beers and went Hog wild on the kareoke machine. Alltogher I performed four songs, sadly I lost the contest but the guy who won was obiously a bar favorite. But at least i had fun.
We left the Queens at 11 and headed off to Dockers. I never liked that place much, but we bumped into Fathead, who was kind enough to buy Me a beer. Unable to converse over the loud crap they try to pass off as music. I went next door to the offsale to visit My bro Teskey. We talked for a bit and caught up as we hadn't visited in about a good two weeks. He invited Me over to get stoned later, but I ended up elsewhere. I went back into Dockers after chatting with Donnie from work outside. I sat at thee table for a bit, there was a girl there I wanted to dance with but I was too shy to ask. So I went on the dance floor by Myself and Jen from work who is anything but shy started dancing with Me. That was some good fun, I'll admit she is hot, but she is too mundane to appeal to Me. I passed Jen over to Eric and wandered the dance floor till shutdwon.
Fathead invited Me over to his place for an after party. So I caught up with Miles, Billy and Chantel. We picked up a case and I grabbed some smokes. We headed over to Fatheads and finally the night started to get intresting. Fathead smoked some grass with Me. We caught wind of a party at Mike Porter's
So we grabbed the beer and the weed and headed over there.
There wasn't a living soul over there I knew so I parked in the living room for awhile. Then I heard some wild ass guitar coming from downstairs so I went into the basement. I sat and watched for a bit piping some fine hash and talking music. Of course I had to join in. So I grabbed a drum and started giving er. The time just flew by, as I let the music flow through Me only taking brief pauses for a swig of beer or a pipe ,switching between drumming and improvised vocals.
Before we even knew it it was six am. All my friends were long gone by four. We stopped with the jam and lamented on how much fun it was. I decided to head home and walked home in the cold loaded to the gills with the spirit of music flowing through My body. Somehow I made it home despite the freezing cold.
I gotta do this again sometime... |
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[Feb. 23rd, 2006|08:31 pm] |
I was feeling allright this morning until I picked up My pay stub. After calculating rent and bills, I determined that I will hve eighty five bucks left over. FUCK! Considering how the week has been this is not good news. I do not feel as though My contribution to Shit-mart is valued that much, not that I ever did. But for fuck sakes there should be laws requiring full time employers to pay a living wage. The cost of living has gone through the roof thease past couple decades and yet wages remain stagnant. Jobs go offshore, wages go down, the price of fuel goes up. Yet nobody seems to care or have the motivation to do anything. They are to busy sitting in front of their televisions taking in the programing. Allowing themselves to be brainwashed by the corporations.
I have determined that the vast majority of people are very stupid. They see the world go to hell a do nothing and it seems I am being dragged along for the ride. People allow themselves to be manipulated by fear. It is an age old truth. People fear god so they will do what the church tells them to. They fear the goverment so they do as they are told and so on. Society is built on fear of your fellow man ,so that the elite can divide the poor majority and dominate them. Fear is what divides us and when we are divided we are conquered.
Sadly I still fear My fellow man...
I've been reading Slautherhouse five these past few days. Flipping through it in My spare time. Anybody who hasn't picked up a book by Kurt Vonnegut jr. do so now. Your perception of reality will change drastically once you have read Vonnegut's work.
Well enough for tonight, hopefullt tommarow will be better. |
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| Unable to procure drugs, so contemplating school, a girl I like and reflections of yesterdays entry |
[Feb. 19th, 2006|01:22 am] |
I don't mind working the weekend. I get to bew in charge of the back room, so that is always fun. Though I swear working in that boring position will drive anybody to drink. Speaking of such I could have last night, had Miles and Billy been sober enough to remember My apartment number. But then again it would have probally been over at Fathead's which would mean dealing with Sporty. Doubtful he would do more than make an ass of himself as Miles, Billy, Tom and Fathead would keep him from fucking with Me.
Well we spent an couple hours looking for some grass but the towns dry. It sucks but I am in no hurry to get stoned, too much shit on My plate to deal with the paranoia. I need My mind to be sharp.
I started on My forms for SAIT. I just need to dig out My transcripts from JP. I hope I can get in. Though SAIT is My backup in case Mt. Royal tells Me to fuck off. There is always Laurier, but Ontario is a heck of a ways away. I am still considering Pacific Audio, but tuition is fifteen grand!! Fuck five grand a year is bad enough. It pisses Me off that I have to put myself so far in the hole just to get a godamned education. Of course our new gov is too busy spending the treasury on tax cuts and defense to help us students deal with rising tuition costs.
I have finally forgiven Kenneth for screwing up things between Me and Rae Anne last year. I realized he noticed we were allways complaining about each other and decided to help speed along the process, cause he knew I didn't have the will to dump her. Respectable, but I will be forever cautious when talking to him about matters of relationships. Speaking of the bitch, I saw her yesterday in Wal-Mart getting her pills. I don't even waste time talking to her anymore. But considering she offered to fuck Ken out of spite before trying unsucessfully to win Me back. Why would I want to? So she acknowledged Me with that sad cold stare of hers and I nodded back with My cold smirk. We passed each other by I stalked her around a bit contemplating saying hi but thinking better of it. Note to My beloved readers if you get My attention in any Walmart, I can find you in less than two minutes. I will know exactly where you are at any moment. I would make a great loss prevention officer. I do not by any means blend in, but I look suspicious enough that most shoplifters would figure Me for one of them.
But enough of My wonderful tracking skills, its no wonder people take for a psychopath. I swear I hear the wildest rumours circulate about Me. I love the fact that it makes people fear Me enough so that they leave Me alone. But I am not too crazy about being tagged as a drug dealer, pimp, rapist or killer. That is not Me. And no the police are not after Me. I hate rumours.
Another subject at work today I overheard Allison saying that I was a hottie. Girl I am flattered but I do not find you attractive by any stretch. I just think you got good taste in music. Ughh blondes. Besides it seems fate has sent another woman My way. A gothic by the name of Ginger. When I first saw her it was instant attraction for Me. Then yesterday My buddy "The Dude" MSN's Me with good news. Seems the girl was asking him about Me. She is available and definately intrested. She kinda reminds Me of a girl I met at TUG exept she is younger, but has similar build and style. I will dicuss this with Brandie at coffee tommmarow. Though Bran has already told Me to go for it.
I am not going to rush here but I have good feeling... |
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[Feb. 17th, 2006|10:09 pm] |
Fuck I just wrote an entry then made the mistake of hitting the (?) right by tags. Five paragraphs gone down the shitter. So heres the short version.
I am too pissed off to retype it. But lets just say it helped calm Me down. Lets see work was uneventful, I found out a girl I am interested in has been asking about Me and appears interested herself. I am going to wait and see instead of rushing into things. My practice session with Jamie got cancelled on count of no ride. Me and Brandie are going out for coffee sunday and I had the displeasure of seeing My ex Rae Anne whilst on coffee break.
Other than that is not much going on today. Perhaps I will write more when I've calmed down a bit. |
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| Reflections on school, work, and electric guitar. |
[Feb. 17th, 2006|12:17 am] |
I got more promo material today, this time from SAIT. They were nice enough to throw in a course calendar and application forms, unlike certain cheapass schools with online forms written in greek.
So far I have decided to apply at Mt. Royal and SAIT, and I am also considering Laurier but that is all the way in Brantford, the only good point is I'd be close to grandpa and Jodi. But I rarely talk to them anyway. I would still like to see Grandpa Pallagi before he passes on. Its been what fifteen years.
I think I will go to Ontario to visit this year I've been putting it off for too long. Perhaps a trip to Nova Scotia to visit Tree too. I would like to see the Atlantic. Saskatchewan is mundane I am so getting out of here. I may come back to visit but I have no intention of staying here.
Work today was boring. Me and Billy have been preparing for inventory. There was no truck today so it went by slow, I thought 7:30 would never come but sure enough it did and thankfully I got a ride home. No way I want to walk in minus 44 winds.
Jamie invited Me to come over for a jam session tommarow. I hope I can find a ride there is no way I am lugging My gear halfway across town in this kind of cold. If I can't get a ride, I will dig in here and practice alone. I got the new issue of Guitar World and there is a Joe Satriani lesson that looks good. Maybe if I can beef up My skills I can make it in the industry (yeah right). But might as well have some fun |
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